I hate feeling cranky. Feeling cranky for me dredges up a whole pool of emotions that are irritating and unnecessary. For instance, cranky always brings up lonely for me. I miss time with friends or time with Shane or time to myself. Granted, I am by myself once the kids are in bed at night, but it just doesn't seem like enough. This is the time when being a parent sucks. I miss being able to go and do things with people, but if I did, I'd feel guilty about leaving the kids behind.
Anyway, I'd be a drag to hang out with right now because of my inner pity party. Moving on...
Not a terribly eventful day today. I had mmmmmmm omg Mojo pork from Publix today for lunch with probably the worst green beans I've ever eaten. It's a shame, too, because they looked SO good. I also tried the Arizona Watermelon juice cocktail can. It was kinda meh...I really
I really feel like I should be working out right now, but I really don't want to (see above, re: pity party). My weight has plateaued and it really shouldn't have. I'm thinking that I must be building muscle and losing inches somewhere due to the running and that's great and all, but I really don't feel any improvement unless that number goes down on the scale. I was doing Zumba in my living room every other night. In fact, I really enjoyed it. I need to make some kind of curtain set-up to cover my bay window so that the entire neighborhood doesn't see me dancing around like a flabby fool! I think I may work on that issue tomorrow and the weekend.
Tomorrow, we are going on a field trip to the local pizza buffet with Gabriel's school. They go every year at the end of the year. They get to tour the kitchen and top pizzas and then eat the pizzas. Best part is, we stay afterward for the buffet! I want to try to fit in a run after that and I'm trying to figure out how to make that work with the entire family being together. I might just end up using the treadmill. :(
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